I have officially made a decision and emailed it in... I am not going to Haiti this summer.
In a way I am sad about not going back to a country that I love so much but in so many more ways I am stoked for what my summer is shaping up to look like. I met with my adviser today to make sure I am on track for graduating next winter and not only did he tell me I was golden but he offered me an internship over the summer! Not sure what it entails just yet but it sounds great! This way I can work, live for free with my grandparents, take a summer school class, and have an internship! Not to mention being in SLO, building relationships, having the freedom to go home when I want, and not being a CA anymore. So stoked!!!